There is so much we want to do in life but the time just never seems to be enough. Sure we have many years to live, but as we get older opportunities pass you and then it's just too late. Last night I realized that I only have 13 days left here and I just want to make the most of those few days. How I am going to do that I have no clue yet (since I don't have a driving licence and without a driving licence here in Malaysia you're literally stuck), but I'll find a way. I hope I will.
Friday, July 31, 2009
Time's never enough, huh?
There is so much we want to do in life but the time just never seems to be enough. Sure we have many years to live, but as we get older opportunities pass you and then it's just too late. Last night I realized that I only have 13 days left here and I just want to make the most of those few days. How I am going to do that I have no clue yet (since I don't have a driving licence and without a driving licence here in Malaysia you're literally stuck), but I'll find a way. I hope I will.
I call it an investment
But obviously new spectacles wasn't enough, so I even bought contact lenses for the first time! I'm actually wearing a pair right now and it's kind of weird but I'll get used to it. However I hope it won't be long until I get used to putting them in which is the biggest difficulty ever! But after a lot of tears and laughs I finally managed quite well (if you can call it that). I'm amazed at how cheap contact lenses are here, three months cost only RM 50 and even though our SEK is very low at the moment it was definitely a catch compared to the Swedish prices.
Mami also bought a pair. Very expensive ones so I don't even dare to write it down, haha. I told her that everything we bought today should be seen as an investment. How would we otherwise go back to Sweden in two weeks and look at the bills...Anyway, I will pick them up (the new glasses) on Tuesday. Very satisfied.
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Only two Friday Forums left..
Please note: Due to my business travel and a late arrival Friday evening, there is no Friday forum this week...no forum on 7/31/09.
Believe it or not the Summer is actually coming to an end.. With vacations and travel, there are only 2 Friday Forums left.. Aug 7 and Aug 14 will be the last ones currently planned. Tracee and I will be obligated or on vacation for the other weekends, the 21 and 28 and from there, all bets are off as Da Capo VA begins its Fall session and school starts..
The topics for the final two forums will become clearer as the dates get closer... but I suspect that we will continue our discussions on
- rights vs privileges (right to life, choice)
- Better/Universal healthcare and how to make it happen, reality, not dreaming.
- crime and punishment(death penalty and prisons)
- work in some discussion on the ever important "green" both the money, and the environment..
As usual, religion will play into this along government, history, and some basic economics..All views are welcome and encouraged. I hope you will consider making it for one of our final nights..
Big Daddy Bash NewsFlash: look out for invites to our annual Big Daddy Bash.. set for 8/15/09.. at the Prillaman home.. Jeff may only be 39, but we will party like it is 1999.. ;-)
Can a day get more jj?
Monday, July 27, 2009
FINALLY!!!
Maybe it's not Audrina Patridge straight but I like it =)
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Alguém sabe como se faz?
Outro dia revi esse arranjo nos meus arquivos, não sei onde achei, mas estou morrendo de vontade de fazer um igual! Alguém sabe como fazer essas flores?
Beijos!
Alguém sabe como se faz?
Outro dia revi esse arranjo nos meus arquivos, não sei onde achei, mas estou morrendo de vontade de fazer um igual! Alguém sabe como fazer essas flores?
Beijos!
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Finally a dinner with grandpa
Friday, July 24, 2009
Sophia Bush haircut xD
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Body Harvest
Body Harvest was created by DMA, the same company that later became Rockstar, well-known by titles like the Grand Theft Auto series and Manhunt. This game can best be described as a thirdperson shooter with some puzzle elements.
You take control of Adam, a spacemarine descending to earth when aliens are attempting to take over earth by setting up energy shields so the military gets cut off from these areas, It’s your task to remove these aliens from these areas and save the population.
Along the way you’ll encounter several puzzles, some of which are harder then others, but in general, using your basic insight will get you a long way. The main point in the game is fighting aliens, which can be done with a variety of weapons, ranging from the standard pistol to the obtainable special weapon, which you receive after collecting all weapon crystals.
The graphics were great back in the day, when comparing it to other games, when you’re in battle it’s a feast for the eye, the aliens have unique features and the explosions are fun to look at. Each level(which are divided into 4 stages) has a unique look to it, you’ve got Greece(warm climate, standard western houses), Java(rainy, a lot of water, wooden huts) and Siberia(cold climate and little civilization).
The player can also make use of many vehicles throughout the game, they range from boats to aircrafts, both modern and old. Among these vehicles there are many military vehicles like tanks and aircrafts. Using these vehicles is an important aspect of the game, since throughout the game you’ll encounter situations in which you’ll need to get to a point quickly, such as when a town is under siege by the aliens. But you need them out of combat situations aswell, for example at one point in the game you’ll need to rescue a group of villagers from their island since a volcano bursted and lava is slowly getting closer whilst they are trapped in a building.
In this game you aren’t constantly fighting the aliens, it plays a big role but it’s more than a simple shooter. You’ll face many puzzles and challenges, like the lava situation mentioned before. There is also quite a big backstory you could find out if you want, because in houses there are bookshelves you can use in order to gain information about these aliens and why they attack Earth.
Of course not every aspect of this game is perfect, for example walking could get quite annoying since the character moves very slow. Swimming in the game is also discouraged, since Adam swims very slow because of robotic suit and drowning is quite a big danger.
Body Harvest is the first shooter I ever owned, so I spend a substantial part of my childhood playing this game. Even though I’ve never gotten around to complete it, I had great fun playing it. It always kept me interrested from beginning to end, even though I didn’t know English back then, which meant I didn’t understand anything that was said and written, making it so that I had to figure everything out, but luckily most challenges were self-explanetory. All in all, a great game that you should check out if you ever come across it.
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
A piece of everything
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Uluru: To Climb or Not To Climb
The Northern Territory is, in many ways, a confusing place. Laws exist that actively discriminate between indigenous and non-indigenous Australias. White people find that there are wide tracts of land which they cannot enter without a permit from local elders, whilst in other areas, Aboriginal people may find that they (and they alone) are not allowed to purchase alcohol due to tribal edicts. Tourists at Uluru are faced with a complicated and subtle consideration when they discover that, although a clearly marked climb exists, with requisite safety rails, an array of signs at the bottom of the rock ask that "you respect the wishes of the Anangu people, and do not climb Uluru".
The reason isn't (entirely) one of whether "white" people should be on "black" land - the Anangu people are clear in stating that they are concerned for the safety of climbers, and that deaths or injuries sustained at Uluru cause the local people to experience "great sadness", and a feeling of responsibility for the casualties. Yet, the locals are also angry that the track exists in what is considered to be a sacred place of great spiritual significance. Recent calls have been made that the track be closed, and that visitors be banned from climbing Uluru out of respect for local customs.
I didn't climb Uluru, but it wasn't out of cultural sensitivity (frankly, it looked like a death wish, and before I'd gone fifty metres up, my shoes were slipping against the sheer rock in an alarming fashion). However, it's something that tens of thousands of people, from around the world, do every year. The question of whether they should be allowed to continue to do so is often, falsely, posed as a clear-cut one, by boths sides of the debate. Anti-climbers shrilly insist that cultural sensitivity is paramount, and frequently throw in, for good measure, a reference to the Stolen Generations, Invasion Day, or any other of the numerous and grave injustices against Aborigines over the last two centuries, to back up the point that concessions must be made in the name of reconciliation and cultural respect.
Pro-climbers often fallaciously argue that land cannot be owned, (as it pre-exists its owners, and isn't man made),and claim that the rock is a "national treasure" which all Australians (and foreigners) should be able to access, and decide whether or not to climb. An Editorial in the Sydney Morning Herald described the move to ban climbers from Uluru as "insular", whilst Prime Minister Kevin Rudd opposed the move, claiming that it would be "very sad if... Australians and... our guests from abroad weren't able to enjoy that experience". And whilst nobody is saying it too loudly, closing the climb could have serious effects upon the local tourism industry.
A good part of the argument boils down to whether it is appropriate or fair for the government to make one law for one ethnic group, and another law for the rest. Some Australians have already argued that the permit system of "closed communities" reinforces ethnic and cultural segregation, as well as effectively disenfranchising non-indigenous Australians (about 97.5% of the population) from entering large areas of their home country*. The permit system is often justified on the basis that "we took their land to start with", and therefore non-indigenous people have only a vicarious and fragile right to live in Australia, whilst indigenous groups have an inviolate historical right. For many non-indigenous Australians, this begs the question of where we should be living, as this is the only home we have known. If this country is somebody's sacred, ancestral land, then where on Earth is my sacred, ancestral land? Those of mixed heritage (like myself) don't seem to have much recourse to claim the right to live anywhere, if the right to do so is determined by belonging to a distinct ethnic, cultural and linguistic group.
Considering the extremely long odds on the fact that non-indigenous groups are going to abandon living in Australia**, it doesn't seem useful to perpetuate the idea that some of us have more rights to the land, or are more Australian than others. Being a citizen should be a consideration which trumps all others, including race and culture. True reconciliation can only be achieved when indigenous and non-indigenous people stand together as friends, instead of self-segregating in distrust and misunderstanding. True cultural respect can never be forced by means of a ban.
*Of course, claims to white victimhood in the debate over access to land are generally dismissed as being ridiculous, naive, and ignorant of historical facts - but on the other hand, it's easy to see the way that the policy may be depicted if it were reversed, in that it was white people telling Aboriginal people where they could and could not visit.
** I'd rate this as just slightly more likely than Paris Hilton ever winning an Oscar.
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Genting Highlands next! xD
Forum Failure?
We shared emotions, engaged in rational debate and once in awhile we even used humor. In short, once again, we had a blast beginning with the food and ending after 11pm when the last few folks left. I was actually proud that rather than stop our discussions and race home(or stop and turn on the TV right in front of us) to watch John Stossels segment on healthcare at 10pm, we instead chose to keep talking and learning about one another.
Since one of our central themes emerged around Entertainment as Idolatry and our cultures' dependence and addiction to a constant stream of entertainment of all kinds, this was appropriate. We stayed focused on one another, rather than going into "download mode" to get our daily fix of managed message/entertainment. We explored James 1:27, and John 15:5-8 for guidance on intentionality versus outcome as a success factor for living.
Our discussion content included FUN, socialization of homeschool children, Pros and Cons of living solely in an RV "off the grid", Racism and the fairness of affirmative action as a concept not a policy, and a lot of what it takes to keep us connected and actually loving one another. We reviewed Bonhoeffer's commentary on human love versus spiritual love from Life Together, and we again discussed the Americanism framework set forth by Glenn Beck in his 912 principles and values.
All of that said, we have yet to actually establish the dialogue of diversity that I hope for. The forum is so far a failure when it comes to actually attracting people of different ideologies to actual discussion. The attendees are far from unified in our perspectives, theology and ideology but we have been largely conservative, white and pretty "well to do". In this our forum is a failure. Even by leading with the concept of American civility and the arts, and civil discourse, and openly working through the ideas of diversity, our group just hasn't been all that diverse. So we are indeed a failure so far, but the Summer is not over, and maybe, just maybe, that could change.
I have many friends, in many places and my background is filled with tremendous diversity. I remain hopeful, that they are learning from one another even if they aren't "in the room". When we tried to summarize what it actually means to be an American I agreed with Melanie that it is mostly about a sense of individualism and freedom coupled with confidence in ourselves.
We as Americans must realize that our freedom is powerful and has come at great cost, but it is indeed a great burden. When you are free, you are on your own in this big bad world. It is up to you to stand up to the government, the churches, the PTA, and even the omnipresent media on your own. It is so much easier to just go along and submit to the rule of law, jungle, club, and even church. (note that the rule of church is a very different concept from either personal or corporate religion) What does being American mean beyond freedom, I'm not sure I can get any farther.. I love my country. I believe in freedom and personal accountability. I do indeed fear that I am watching it dissolve around me due to the free will of the people. We are choosing to give it up for the supposed "greater good". These are indeed extraordinary times.
"I'm proud to be an American, where at least I know I'm free, and I won't forget the men who died and gave that right to me. I'll gladly stand up, next to you and defend her still today.
For there ain't no doubt I love this land, God bless the USA."
Friday, July 17, 2009
Ah, como eu queria...
Mas... como pintora sou uma ótima comerciante! Sendo assim, ou me conformo com a habilidade nos bordados, ou vou insistindo até aprender (o que acho que é bem mais a minha cara!). E até que eu aprenda, ou desista de vez, vou sonhando em fazer maravilhas como estas:
Ah, como eu queria...
Mas... como pintora sou uma ótima comerciante! Sendo assim, ou me conformo com a habilidade nos bordados, ou vou insistindo até aprender (o que acho que é bem mais a minha cara!). E até que eu aprenda, ou desista de vez, vou sonhando em fazer maravilhas como estas:
Becoming a Swedish meatball???
I love my Malaysian diet but at the same time I hate it and what it will do to my body in the long run. I might be having vacation and on vacations you are suppose to eat what ever you want, but eating above your needs (and then I really mean it!) during two months time is a little bit to exaggerating according to me.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
A small taste of Cameron Highlands
Tea plantation we stopped to take a picture of on the way home...
Me with the yummi strawberry ice-cream (still very happy)...
Which changed when I looked like this Sunday night. -.- See the watch mark!?Shadow Puppet Show Awards
As part of our science work this term we have been looking at Light and Shadows.
The children made their own shadow puppet theatres, wrote scripts and produced their own shows. Have a look at what they did.
We have been making Bean Bag Fish in Y3 - Have a look at our reults!
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
In a VBS, kids retain and remember what?
I have a new pet peeve. VBS at churches which don't teach children the true meaning of stewardship or giving or anything of the sort. We have devolved these "immersion" education experiences into competitions to see who can give the most money or whose family will buy the most things at a market or the such. By embracing secular "giving competitions" we have created a scenario which puts giving to the church on the same plane with college fraternity fundraisers or public school PTA games which dunk the teacher whose class gives the most. Is this what we want our children to learn about giving to the church and missions. As for me and my house, that is not the game and I am taking responsibility to teach my children why this is wrong. I wish I didn't have to use a church's ministry as an example of what NOT to do.
This AM, I actually had a conflict with a daughter who was concerned that money given to the boys wasn't as much as what was given to the girls. She wasn't thinking about what she was giving, or that I had given them every dollar in my wallet. It didn't occur to her in the moment of what the real goals or intentions were. What will she remember in 6 days, 6 months, or 6 years. There was no mention of the biblical imperative for a tithe or even for the real usage goal of the VBS offering.. "Watering Malawi". (BTW, if you are reading this, please consider giving to this cause and making a difference.) We wonder why we lose these kids when they grow up. Could it be because they are no longer being taught what the real meaning of worship, tithing and missions are? Could it be that they see through the veiled facade of ministry, and they see just another charity?
Church isn't just another charity. When we remove the reverence and the call, we are killing it.
Monday, July 13, 2009
Looking like a tomato -.-
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Antes e Depois
É incrível como móveis "velhos", aqueles que ninguém quer mais, podem virar estrela de um ambiente... Sem contar a qualidade da madeira!
Uma cadeira:
Antes:
Depois:
Uma cômoda abandonada:
Sr transforma em um lindo móvel pra sala:
Lembrou daquele móvel que você chamou de horrível e ultrapassado? Mãos à obra, tinta nele!
Beijos!
Antes e Depois
É incrível como móveis "velhos", aqueles que ninguém quer mais, podem virar estrela de um ambiente... Sem contar a qualidade da madeira!
Uma cadeira:
Antes:
Depois:
Uma cômoda abandonada:
Sr transforma em um lindo móvel pra sala:
Lembrou daquele móvel que você chamou de horrível e ultrapassado? Mãos à obra, tinta nele!
Beijos!
Friday, July 10, 2009
Cameron Highlands tomorrow
Thursday, July 9, 2009
MJ Live in Bucharest
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
A cerimônia de adeus a Michael Jackson
"Só queria dizer que, desde que eu nasci, o papai foi o melhor pai que eu poderia imaginar. Só queria dizer que eu te amo tanto"
Paris me levou às lágrimas. E acredito que a todos. Não apenas uma vez, mas todas as vezes que a ouvi. Palvras, simples, sinceras e carregadas de muito sofrimento.
Se para mim antes, falar de Michael Jackson me levava à imagem do dançarino de Thriller, hoje esta imagem está colada à de Paris.
Se a vida de Michael foi um show, sua morte foi realmente o ato final. O tributo, o fechar das cortinas. Mas o espetáculo, o Rei do Pop, fica vivo na memória de todos...
Hoje é possível entender a frase "Elvis não morreu". Mas terá que ser substituído por "Elvis e Michael não morreram".
E vocês, como viram o adeus a Michael Jackson?
A cerimônia de adeus a Michael Jackson
"Só queria dizer que, desde que eu nasci, o papai foi o melhor pai que eu poderia imaginar. Só queria dizer que eu te amo tanto"
Paris me levou às lágrimas. E acredito que a todos. Não apenas uma vez, mas todas as vezes que a ouvi. Palvras, simples, sinceras e carregadas de muito sofrimento.
Se para mim antes, falar de Michael Jackson me levava à imagem do dançarino de Thriller, hoje esta imagem está colada à de Paris.
Se a vida de Michael foi um show, sua morte foi realmente o ato final. O tributo, o fechar das cortinas. Mas o espetáculo, o Rei do Pop, fica vivo na memória de todos...
Hoje é possível entender a frase "Elvis não morreu". Mas terá que ser substituído por "Elvis e Michael não morreram".
E vocês, como viram o adeus a Michael Jackson?
Seafood supper
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Waiting for Jackson's funeral
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Just what I needed ;)
Saturday, July 4, 2009
Lots of stupido moves here -.-
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Ó Pai, dai-me paciência!
Somente ontem consegui que o Sr. Marceneiro-Único-na-cidade viesse tirar as medidas do móvel que eu quero fazer para o escritório (tem um mês que eu tô tentando..). Agora é esperar que o Sr. Marceneiro me apresente o orçamento, entrar num acordo e esperar mais uma vez, até que ele me entregue o móvel pronto. Até lá o projeto do escritório fica suspenso.
É por isso que eu peço: Pai dai-me compreensão para entender a demora das pessoas e paciência para aceitar o que eu não puder entender, porque se me der força, eu mato!
Beijos!
Ó Pai, dai-me paciência!
Somente ontem consegui que o Sr. Marceneiro-Único-na-cidade viesse tirar as medidas do móvel que eu quero fazer para o escritório (tem um mês que eu tô tentando..). Agora é esperar que o Sr. Marceneiro me apresente o orçamento, entrar num acordo e esperar mais uma vez, até que ele me entregue o móvel pronto. Até lá o projeto do escritório fica suspenso.
É por isso que eu peço: Pai dai-me compreensão para entender a demora das pessoas e paciência para aceitar o que eu não puder entender, porque se me der força, eu mato!
Beijos!
Raciocinando...
1)
Quando votamos em um político qualquer, o escolhemos como nosso representante
Então, é como se o voto fosse uma procuração
Só pode ser meu procurador alguém em quem eu confie
Se meu procurador perder minha confiança, posso caçar a procuração
Então por que não podemos "deseleger" um político?
2)
Político é um funcionário do povo
Se um funcionário meu me roubar, não importa a quantia ou motivo, irei demití-lo.
Por que não podemos demitir um político?
Se alguém souber me responder... eu queria entender porque temos que aturar José Sarney, Renan Calheiros, Edmar Moreira...
Raciocinando...
1)
Quando votamos em um político qualquer, o escolhemos como nosso representante
Então, é como se o voto fosse uma procuração
Só pode ser meu procurador alguém em quem eu confie
Se meu procurador perder minha confiança, posso caçar a procuração
Então por que não podemos "deseleger" um político?
2)
Político é um funcionário do povo
Se um funcionário meu me roubar, não importa a quantia ou motivo, irei demití-lo.
Por que não podemos demitir um político?
Se alguém souber me responder... eu queria entender porque temos que aturar José Sarney, Renan Calheiros, Edmar Moreira...
Lucky us
Me: How lucky aren't we that we didn't buy tickets!
Sis: Lucky? I wasn't planning to go, it's only you who thinks those kinds of thoughts.
Me: Huh? What do you mean...
Maybe my illusion of standing in my new purple/red bikini top, swaying my hips to "Hey baby drop it down I just want to see you touch the ground..." while watching the sun go down is only my illusion after all...Many people don't like live music, they say it's bad quality and that there is no pleasure at all only trouble with the queue to get in and the queue to get out. One of those people is my mum who decades ago decided to join my dad to a Prince concert. (Obviously he was pretty famous with his stupid Purple Rain back at that time...and my dad embarrassingly adored him...-.-). Anyhow, after that she never went to a concert again. Which I by the way understands, since we're speaking of a Prince concert...
However, it's such a shame that she had that bad experience and decided to stay away from live music thereafter. After my first concert, Rihanna at Hovet in Stockholm, there was no turning back with my love for it, however.
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Facebook Patronus, surprisingly thats me..to a T
"You work best in a close support group and are fiercely loyal to those you love. You are unbeatable in a group and incredibly strong even alone due to your cunning at getting the job done. You are often the sort of person who has strong faith and compassion. You’re an excellent communicator and very intelligent."
I know, I know.. it is telling me what I want to hear.. but those of you who really do know me.. that is pretty dead on ringer for a description of the "Big Daddy"... even the use of the word cunning, with all of its connotations is eerily appropriate.
Does anyone know how these things work? calling all my psychologist/sociologist friends and experts out there!!!
Para quem se interessou pelo livro...
Quem resolver ler o livro "Era uma vez uma princesa" com certeza irá adorar! Mas talvez no final fique com vontade de saber mais sobre o que aconteceu na vida dessas crianças e dessa mãe. Mesmo com toda a ajuda que nosso querido amigo Google sempre nos presta, é difícil encontrar. Mas eu consegui! Só não posso contar aqui, para não estragar a leitura... Se alguém, ao final do livro, quiser saber mais...
Beijos! E boa leitura!
Para quem se interessou pelo livro...
Quem resolver ler o livro "Era uma vez uma princesa" com certeza irá adorar! Mas talvez no final fique com vontade de saber mais sobre o que aconteceu na vida dessas crianças e dessa mãe. Mesmo com toda a ajuda que nosso querido amigo Google sempre nos presta, é difícil encontrar. Mas eu consegui! Só não posso contar aqui, para não estragar a leitura... Se alguém, ao final do livro, quiser saber mais...
Beijos! E boa leitura!